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Therapy Pool twice today.
Went to therapy pool twice today.
Date: 10/30/2007 8:27:06 PM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 866 times
6:22 PM
October 30, 07
went to the therapy pool twice today.
First time.
Found myself screaming on the ride home.
going out into the world...conventional world
gives me nightmares. it brings up stuff.
I feel I made a wrong turn and kept going.
I mean a wrong turn in my life.
I seem to be stuck in new creation mode.
I am so sad that that a consistent job
did not come out of my life.
What would have happened,
what could have happened
if I finished a book and took it the distance?
Marketing....giving it out...
a job...as writer...meeting people.
is this a fantasy?
I miss more real time experiences in 3d that are fulfillling.
The last month has been about gearing up for a conference.
Likely things will look different by next Friday.
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