When we take hormones/steroids like HC, they typically shut down the bodies natural production of the hormones/steroids (our body doesn't sense it needs them so it stops making them). So initially, something was wrong that we not producing 'enough' (or likely we were producing them yet not processing them correctly/efficiently), but after taking hormones for awhile we're actually producing 'much less than enough'...hence we become 'addicted' to the hormones/steroids. So going off them causes withdrawal symptoms (what some would call a 'crash').
Of all the various supplements & pharmaceuticals, HC is typically one of the worst, because it shuts down the production of the various hormones/chemicals from the adrenals. And the symptoms caused by yanking away cortisone from the adrenals (particularly after the adrenals have become addicted to the HC), can range from "tolerable, but I can get through it" all the way to "far to brutal to tolerate".
The key word = PERCENTAGES (not "milligrams")
Do NOT cut your dosage at too high a percentage. That means each dose cut is different than the next.
Explanation: Say someone is taking 25 mg of HC and decide to start weaning off, and they make a 5 mg cut to 20 mgs daily That means they've cut a fifth of their dose. After a few weeks on 20 mg, they cut another 5 mg - that's one FOURTH of their dose (and they can expect the symptoms to be a bit harsher), and now they're at 15 mgs. Then after a few weeks, they cut another 5mgs...that's one THIRD of the dosage (even worse withdrawal effects). Then they'd be down to 10mg and a 5mg cut would be cutting HALF...and here comes the crash (or it came come even before that).
No one would ever suggest cutting HC by 50% at the high levels (that would be insane); yet as they progress, they typically just reduce by the same 'mg per cut'...which ends being a 50% cut (or bigger). And that's not something that a body is typically able to handle.
So how do you cut your dosage correctly? At this point, you don't cut the same amount of milligrams with each cut, you cut a percentage of the most recent dosage; I'll use 10% for the example. This is easiest done by using some kind of liquid (orange juice is typical). Starting at 10 mgs, the first cut would be 1mg, then you'd be taking 9mg. The next cut would be 10% of 9 mg = .9 mg, then you'd be taking 8.1 mg. The next cut would be 10% of 8.1 (.81 mg) and then you'd be taking 7.29mg; the next would be 10% of 7.29 (.729 mg), and then you'd be taking 6.56 milligrams, continued down to nothing.
The easiest way to do this is to have the HC titrated into a liquid by a compounding pharmacist...and then you can easily do it "by drops" with a pharmaceutical dropper bottle. But that's not always possible (for many reasons)...but it's certainly worth looking into.
If that's not a possibility, here's what you can do --
Grind the current dosage/amount of HC in a mortar/pestle until you have a fine powder and mix/dissolve it (thoroughly!) with a set amount of oj - then drink the entire glass. When you're ready to make a cut, grind & mix the same amount of HC in the same amount of oj, only take out 10% of the oj mixture you're wishing to cut before you drink it. Then give your body ample time to adjust to that cut (up to 2 weeks typically). For the next cut, mix the same amount of HC & oj, take off the original 10%, and then take off 10% of what is left...continuing that until there's nothing left in the glass to take.
Here is where you can find more details (and even a spreadsheet for calculating the correct number of milliliters of fluid, etc).
http://benzowithdrawal.com/forum/index.php?topic=2782.0 The instructions for titrating your own and the spreadsheet that you can download are on the right side of the screen in boxes (Water Titration Spreadsheet and Water Titration Instructions).
Of course, you can always try to do it by shaving off partial doses with a pill cutter (or very carefully with a razor blade), or grind it into powder and"eyeball it", or invest in a scales that weighs in tenths/hundredths of milligrams
Of course, I'm not saying you "have" to use this method, but since soSoSO many of the symptoms and issues you are reporting are consistent with known adverse effects and withdrawal symptoms of HC, I'd think you'd feel MUCH better "getting a grip" and 'getting into control of this withdrawal process. By being absolutely consistent and making a small cut in dosage every two weeks (or thereabouts, whatever 'set time' you choose) you will learn to "k-n-o-w know" exactly what to expect with each cut in dose and give your body ample time to stabilize between each cut (so you're not piling withdrawal symptoms onto withdrawal symptoms of past cuts).
Symptoms caused by HC withdrawal (from various websites, below). Be sure to go through all of these and note all the variations on heart palpitations, electrolyte imbalances, blood pressure abnormalities, diarrhea/constipation, and many other symptoms you have had and are currently experiencing. Noting - a VERY common symptom of withdrawal is diarrhea - so you may be attributing HC withdrawal issues with IF#1 action (as well as the rapid heart rate, etc). More suggestions & recommendations are below these symptom lists.
- Weakness
- Fatigue
- Decreased appetite
- Nausea
- Vomiting
- Diarrhea
- Rapid heart rate
- Dizziness
- Fainting
- Low blood pressure
Steroid withdrawal symptoms can mimic many other medical problems. Weakness, fatigue, decreased appetite, weight loss, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea (which can lead to fluid and electrolyte abnormalities), and abdominal pain are common. Blood pressure can become too low, leading to dizziness or fainting. Blood sugar levels may drop. Women also may note menstrual changes. Less often, joint pain, muscle aches, fever, mental changes, or elevations of calcium may be noted. Decrease in gastrointestinal contractions can occur, leading to dilation of the intestine (ileus).
· Tapering may not completely prevent withdrawal symptoms; steroid withdrawal may involve many factors, including a true physiological dependence on corticosteroids.
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Below are actual adverse effects caused by taking HC (they are actual reports made to the FDA since 1994. Remember, the FDA says only 1 in 100 actual adverse effects are ever reported, so be sure to multiply the numbers).
On Feb, 13, 2011: 11,437 people who reported to have side effects when taking Hydrocortisone are studied
Adverse action - Number of people - Percentage
1 Pyrexia (Fever) 800 (6.99%)
2 Dyspnoea (Breathing difficulty) 686 (6.00%)
3 Dyspnoea Nos (Breathing difficulty) 675 (5.90%)
4 Vomiting (Nausea and vomiting) 672 (5.88%)
5 Vomiting Nos (Nausea and vomiting) 672 (5.88%)
6 Hypotension 636 (5.56%)
7 Blood Pressure Decreased (Hypotension) 610 (5.33%)
8 Nausea 597 (5.22%)
9 Asthenia (Weakness) 546 (4.77%)
10 Fatigue 538 (4.70%)
11 Diarrhoea (Diarrhea) 518 (4.53%)
12 Diarrhoea Nos (Diarrhea) 510 (4.46%)
13 Erythema (Rashes) 491 (4.29%)
14 Rash (Rashes) 486 (4.25%)
15 Pneumonia 466 (4.07%)
16 Hypertension (High blood pressure) 451 (3.94%)
17 Pain 430 (3.76%)
18 Pain Nos 426 (3.72%)
19 Condition Aggravated 392 (3.43%)
20 Headache Nos 381 (3.33%)
21 Headache 380 (3.32%)
22 Sepsis Nos 378 (3.31%)
23 Sepsis 378 (3.31%)
24 Anaemia 367 (3.21%)
25 Blood Pressure Increased (High blood pressure) 361 (3.16%)
26 Chest Pain 345 (3.02%)
27 Abdominal Pain 335 (2.93%)
28 Anxiety (Stress and anxiety) 332 (2.90%)
29 Dehydration 317 (2.77%)
30 Renal Failure Acute 308 (2.69%)
31 Neutropenia (Agranulocytosis) 301 (2.63%)
32 Drug Ineffective 299 (2.61%)
33 Renal Failure (Acute kidney failure) 288 (2.52%)
34 Dizziness 288 (2.52%)
35 Malaise 281 (2.46%)
36 Depression 253 (2.21%)
37 Thrombocytopenia 249 (2.18%)
38 Tachycardia 239 (2.09%)
39 Fall 237 (2.07%)
40 Haemoglobin Decreased 235 (2.05%)
41 Arthralgia (Joint pain) 234 (2.05%)
42 Death 233 (2.04%)
43 Pruritus (Itching) 229 (2.00%)
44 Cardiac Arrest 225 (1.97%)
45 Loss Of Consciousness 224 (1.96%)
46 Cough 222 (1.94%)
47 Oedema Peripheral 222 (1.94%)
48 Chills 219 (1.91%)
49 Multi-organ Failure 218 (1.91%)
50 Back Pain 212 (1.85%)
51 Platelet Count Decreased (Thrombocytopenia ) 209 (1.83%)
52 Pleural Effusion 202 (1.77%)
53 Weight Decreased 200 (1.75%)
54 Osteonecrosis 200 (1.75%)
55 Pain In Extremity 199 (1.74%)
56 Hyponatraemia 196 (1.71%)
57 Respiratory Failure (Respiratory acidosis) 194 (1.70%)
58 Infusion Related Reaction 192 (1.68%)
59 Drug Interaction 188 (1.64%)
60 Confusional State 187 (1.64%)
61 Pancytopenia 187 (1.64%)
62 Drug Toxicity 183 (1.60%)
63 Convulsion 181 (1.58%)
64 Constipation 179 (1.57%)
65 Tremor 174 (1.52%)
66 Septic Shock 170 (1.49%)
67 Alanine Aminotransferase Increased 168 (1.47%)
68 Weight Increased 167 (1.46%)
69 Somnolence (Drowsiness) 167 (1.46%)
70 Adrenal Insufficiency 164 (1.43%)
71 Blood Creatinine Increased 163 (1.43%)
72 Cardiac Failure Congestive 160 (1.40%)
73 General Physical Health Deterioration 160 (1.40%)
74 Aspartate Aminotransferase Increased 159 (1.39%)
75 Hypersensitivity 157 (1.37%)
76 Atrial Fibrillation (Atrial fibrillation/flutter) 157 (1.37%)
77 Anorexia 155 (1.36%)
78 Hypokalaemia (Hypokalemia) 153 (1.34%)
79 Hyperkalaemia (Hyperkalemia) 152 (1.33%)
80 Myocardial Infarction (Heart attack) 151 (1.32%)
81 Pulmonary Embolism 149 (1.30%)
82 Myalgia (Muscle aches) 146 (1.28%)
83 Febrile Neutropenia 146 (1.28%)
84 Craniopharyngioma 137 (1.20%)
85 Cardio-respiratory Arrest 135 (1.18%)
86 Oxygen Saturation Decreased 134 (1.17%)
87 Depressed Level Of Consciousness 130 (1.14%)
88 Syncope (Fainting) 127 (1.11%)
89 Cellulitis 123 (1.08%)
90 Hepatic Failure 122 (1.07%)
91 Blood Bilirubin Increased 122 (1.07%)
92 International Normalised Ratio Increased 121 (1.06%)
93 Respiratory Distress 118 (1.03%)
94 White Blood Cell Count Increased 114 (1.00%)
95 Ascites 114 (1.00%)
96 White Blood Cell Count Decreased 114 (1.00%)
97 Flushing (Skin blushing/flushing) 112 (0.98%)
98 Rash Erythematous 112 (0.98%)
99 Heart Rate Increased 112 (0.98%)
100 Blood Alkaline Phosphatase Increased 112 (0.98%)
What do I recommend? If you've already cut to 5mgs (and I guess that you may have, with the symptoms you've reported), I suggest going back to the 10 mg and stabilizing for at least 2 weeks (or go back up to 15 mg if you feel you need to)...and be consistent with the Ashwagandha (Ashwagandha is FANTASTIC for supporting the adrenals throughout withdrawal and afterward - I used to have an Indian MD's site bookmarked where he explained how he ALWAYS uses Ashwagandha to get people off of steroids & hormones, but it disappeared from the net).
Once you've been on the Ashwagandha and 10mg of HC daily for 2 weeks, then make a 10% cut in dose (or maybe 20%, but no more than 20%) - and keep a journal/notes of what you experience in the few days after the cut.
Continue taking the IF#1 at a consistent dosage during the 2 weeks you're at 10mg of HC, but don't expect anything to be consistent with your bowel action until you've re-stabilized on the 10 mg...and that will likely take several days to stabilize after going back to the 10mg.
REMEMBER - the IF#2 has a small amount of activated charcoal & bentonite clay, and that will likely lower your plasma level of HC. In fact (I think I mentioned this before), I always suggest people use the IF#2 as their "first cut" when withdrawing off pharmaceuticals...so scratch what I mentioned above - and after you've stabilized on 10 mg for 2 weeks, then you can use the IF#2 as your first cut off of the 10 mg...or not, as you discern. But do remember, the IF#2 will adsorb some small percentage of the HC.
By the way, I think you're doing an AWESOME job considering what all you have to contend with...and I applaud and respect your diligence, your effort and all the time you've taken to continue learning!
Healthiest of blessings,
Uny