Date: 7/23/2011 10:30:57 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 9239 times
VERY IMPORTANT LIFE LESSONS TODAY
SATURDAY, JULY 23, 2011
Today is Saturday July 23, 2011.
I am having some very crucial life lessons.
The Joshua Tree Flower Essenceis giving me teachings.
I worked on a video all day on the Pacific Symposium
but I am not ready to go public with this.
This is a breakthrough.
I just got a link to the unlisted setting.
I want to share this with my intimate healing family
before releasing it.
I realize that I do not feel safe
about the response I might get
if a person in a position of authority
who can have great influence over my
relationship to the school saw this.
The Joshua Tree is helping me see
that it is O.K. to take time to learn the lessons
rather than shoot myself in the foot.
It is a wonderful pure statement,
but I had one experience this week already
where something I said was misinterpreted.
The investment of all these hours today
taught me something very valuable.
CRASHING IMOVIE
I also had two crashes of the Imovie,
one right after the other.
This brought up feelings of obsessiveness.
I did not want to let go of this project.
I had to keep going.
I also realized how precarious my life is now.
The main and most important activity I can do now,
is focusing on coming home.
This is the most difficult life lesson place for me.
I have made some marvelous progress with
my Job's Return cycle.
HERE IS THE OTHER VIDEO I MADE
WITH HEALING OF MY JEWISH ROOTS
IN RECENT WEEKS
PACIFIC SYMPOSIUM
ENCHANTED GARDEN TRIBUTE
FIRST EDITION
The video victory was hard faught.
I had to to creative as well my left brain working
with others as they see things.
TO REPEAT
I was misinterpreted once already this week on
another project.
I would prefer to have a meeting with the person
in authority.
I did not realize how very important the Pac Sym
and PCOM is to my life.
I also realize that there are new opportunities open to me.
I do not have to burn the bridges.
I can have a sabbatical this year if I want,
I take it very slow and easy.
I am ready to retire for at least a year from a heavy
experience setting up the Altar.
This is in the works.
I need a better relationship with the the authority figure
to feel I can invest.
This is something to dream about.
I want to clean up more.
There are a couple emails to answer.
I want to rest first.
I can have boundaries.
I do not have to answer all the requests now.
THE BIGGEST JOB OF MY LIFE WILL BE JOB'S RETURN
AT HOME
The biggest job of my life will be Job's Return
at home.
I had a major will in recent weeks:
Job's Return with the ALEPH KALLAH 2011.
This video here represents the beginning
of the healing of my Original Pain Work
within my Religion of Origin.
There is going to be an epihany coming.
Sharon Alexander Dreyfus is coming out here
for an intro on Sunday, August 14, 2011.
BEGINNING TO DEAL WITH
HOME FINANCES
Sales tax due next week.
I have not started.
ALSO CLEANUP
to be started
TODAY
OK, surrendering to Divine Plan
to make video of Pac Sym Healing.
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