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Wish I could quit
But I won't
Date: 3/30/2008 12:19:08 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2344 times My head is just splitting again. J too. Honestly, I realise that days 1 and 2 are hard, but today (day 2) has really been minute to minute and a complete test of will. The headache thing is what is getting to me.
My energy is good, my focus also good. The spaciness and feelings of physical disassociation are gone. I think about food a lot. All day, in fact. Oddly, it's only been in a very detached way. The lemonade drink makes it all bearable so I don't feel utterly ravenous, but I seem to have some issues about reading about food today. In previous cleanses I usually start making plans about breaking the fast by day 6, or so. Ha, I am already thinking of it now. Clay feet. I'm either thinking of how I will break the fast after the oj and veggie broth, or thinking about what I want to keep in my menus and what I no longer want.
J wants to only do 7 days on the MC. I honestly don't know how long for me. I may stop when he does but segue into jucie fasting for a few days. Don't know, it just doesn't resonate. It'll sort out.
Ok, off to bed.
Wendy
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