my life is a total blank at the moment.i’m sick of my life. my marraige is not doing very good.my husband doesnt talk to me as much as he used to .reason being i’m fat.we have a lot of arguments.i feel lonley.i dont have any friends .i sit all day at home looking after my 2 yr old one.i scarificed my career and life for what ?this? yesterday night after an argument i cried, thoughts of ending my life came to my mind,but i’m a coward .i can never do that.i dont want my parents or my siblings to be sad after my death.my death would disrupt thair life for a while. i dont want that .my daught ...   read more