oops! got mixed up and thought you were at the same day as me. Well, day 4, no wonder you are feeling scraggily as a wet cat!!!

It is such great progress to read how you and mom are stirring it up and your body is going to push that out. The first week is rough, thats no doubt and if you bring to the table a really toxic body, the releasing can bring on a dark night of the soul so-to-speak. The good news is that it does pass and by the end of the month you are going to really thank yourself for perservering! I can hardly wait to see your reflections then! Of course, it took lots of time to get in your condition so it will take this time to shake out all that residue!

I had an experience in my releasing yesterday which is aligned to what you are going through, except instead of drugs, it was CHICKEN!! I had had fried chicken probably 5 weeks or more ago. Yesterday the throne room smelled like I was standing in the middle of KFC!! Really makes you wonder how the body decides what to put in the body basement and why that oil or whatever is in that greasy coating was deemed funky enough not to be used! No more fried chicken for me...ggg

Bless you and your daughter, since believe me, as the mom of a 25 year old, the time goes by very quickly and the bonding and the joy your are cultivating in your relationship now is time you will never regret spending together and so much else can wait. Certainly a sense of humor and feeling better will help but hey you will be your own HERO too when you "come clean".

There will be more than a few days like this between now and 40 so relax as much as you can today. You would be amazed too what a bucket of hot water under your desk and your feet in it for 15 minutes would do for your detoxing. I hope you feel better soon!

Good luck to you and mama~~~!

Blessings,
Zoe

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