Hi Hopsino, I am reading your story with interest, thank you for posting it. One website you may want to read is http://www.spirituality.com. It is a metaphysical healing site based on Christ's healing ministry and teachings and a book called, Science and Health, Keys to the Scripture by Mary Baker Eddy. The book Science and Health is free online at the site for you to read. Try reading fruitage stories of people with conditions similar to yours who were healed by reading Science and Health. To sum up the teachings, we are spirits in bodies, and if we see the true beauty in our spirit as all good children of an all good God, the body conditions follow the corrected spiritual thought and understanding.
CS combined with correct diet has helped me. And millions of people have had miraculous recoveries using CS. It costs nothing and is interesting to read the testimonials of people with similar conditions who were 100% healed, there are audio testimonials online also.
http://www.spirituality.com
Best Wishes and thanks again for your posts.