You are young, and appear to be able to write very well... That is a talent not many have....  You need to clue in on your strengths, and remember that it 90% your attitude that counts in this life.... {refer to Brain Boot Camp blog for some examples of getting your brain in order...} 

I have been around quite a while, here are some key words on life:  you can change many of those things in your life that you really, really want to; and learn to live with the rest....  The advice is free the results require effort... Have faith; remember faith is the action of your beliefs..  Aim high, and look for the right people GOD has placed in your pathway....   Some times GOD has you meet the wrong people in your life, so that when you meet the right people, you will appreciate them...   Stop look and listen to the still small voice that will help direct you, my dear....

 It is good to see your blog, just try to not get it off track with what we call improper language down south, it does not become you....  By the way I lived in Arkansas years ago, and it is a beautiful place, so do not let your mother or anyone else make you bitter...  Did not mean to write so much, sorry...   See ya on the blogs...