- California Dreaming :( by JeSuisButterfly
18 y
3,096 11 Messages Shown
Blog: Je Rêve de Toi
I'm sitting here after drinking an incredibly nutritious smoothie, thinking, "Don't throw up. DON'T go into that bathroom and stick your fingers down your throat. You drank that to help yourself, NOT to hurt yourself."
The past couple of days have been a challenge. Lots of personal growth, even more pain to go with it. But not the dull ache anymore. It's been sharp.. sharp ripping sensations.
I miss California.
This vacation's useless, these white pills aren't kind - I've given a lot of thought on this 13 hour drive. I miss the grinded concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights. I've given a lot of thought to those nights we used to have... the days have come and gone, our lives went by so fast. I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more... Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me? Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay, that there's someone out there who feels just like me? There is.
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- so sad by ren
18 y
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| You sound so sad :( You need a big hug! ((((HUGS))))
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- are you lost? by trapper/kcmo
18 y
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| the beating of the sun was designed to sustain you. if you were the only person on earth, it would still be there for you. sleep well, the sun will rise again for you.
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- Listening to you by YourEnchantedGardener
18 y
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- Slowly and quitely; My Dear..... by kerminator
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- Stop and think.... You are a perfect human, mind and body...:-) by kerminator
18 y
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There is a message here for you .... Sit back and clear your mind... Relax, and read the coming blog; I will have for you, very soon.... It will help liberate you and guide you in your pathway of life.... We all need this information, and I have developed the message with you in mind....
So with in a few days it will be available for you to see... It will be a remedy for us all... We all lack many of the social graces, and knowledge to move forward in a positive and happy fashion.... This is a study we should all carry out in our life...
We are to determine who we are; the true you; and learn to live the a happy and prosperous life, my dear.... Stay tuned and we will cover this in detail on both; "Absolute Truth, Some Wisdom and Intercourse" blog, and my web site www.simplytruth.com.... I have been working on this outline for some time, please see how it can change your life.... This is more than just dreaming of you.....
Plan to see a new you; in the near future..... Remember today is the first day of the rest of your wonderful life.... Caring and concerned..... See Ya... K
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