- Uck.. here we go again by JeSuisButterfly
19 y
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Blog: Je Rêve de Toi
Saw lots of scary white lines today - my 2nd time since Washington.. and I thought I was safe here. It was a traumatic experience all over again. I went walking with my best friend in a Nature preserve and followed the we-Guides advice with staring at the ground, making lots of contact with the plants. I chanted over and over to myself, "They're just an illusion. It's just a very convincing illusion." I hope the panic dies down soon... I hate being traumatized over something. I hate having fear control my life. My heart was thudding in my chest and my stomach was literally in spasms. I was breathing way too fast, I was in such a state of shock I was dizzy. It wasn't chemtrail poisoning, it was my own damn 'fight or flight' instinct kicking in.
It was a coicidence that earlier I researched them way before I even saw them, even though a voice in my head distinctly told me 'No'. They told me not to look at all of the webpages, to stay away from frightening myself again.
I talked to my ex about it a moment ago.
"She may be sympathetic to your paranoia but I'm not."
I don't even know why I still talk to him.
He's such a jerk.
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- A wise saying I once heart by oztin
19 y
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“Lord! Give me strength to change the things I can change, give me courage to accept the things I cannot change, and grant me wisdom to know the difference.”
The way it's been explained to me goes like this:
There are no problems. If you can change it, then work on changing it, no problem. If you can't change it, there's nothing to do but accept it, again, no problem.
Hope that helps.
Take care,
~Oz~
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