Date:   9/19/2007 4:17:42 PM ( 18 y ago)
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hey

you have me really worried. it isn't really normal to have episodes like that. maybe you shouldn't be fasting right now. those were serious things you had going on that night and had every right to be scared. i would def. talk to your doctor on monday about that. good to hear your ok but i'm still sure that you need to find mout why that happens (obviously e.d. related but hun be carefull). you could try maybe a liquid diet until the doctor is that makes you feel better. i know you know all about that stuff but at least it has some nutrition and vitamins and stuff...just boil a lot of herbs and green veggies with some other veggies then drink the juice at least...sorry i sound like a mother but at least its something. maybe a m.c. shake will make ya better =)

i was going to tell you that i started my fast and it only lasted two days because i ended up not getting the right shifts off of work to continue on with a long fast...i was so upset with myself. im so depressed about that. it was so nice not dealing with food. in fact i rather enjoyed it. the first thing i ate after it just came back up because i was so upset wtih myself that i had to start right away. now i'm just worse than before i started my fast. i just wont be happy until i reach my goal of ten days then i can eat like a normal person, or at least keep it down like one. i just need to clean my insides.

ohhhhh, on sunday i get to go to the whole food store (an incredibly amazing health food/produce store that is 75000 sq/feet and has the best food and herbs and everything else ever) on sunday. i think that i will allow myself to eat a set amount of calories a day next week (strictly raw veggies and some fruit), very limited of course, and then hopefully i will be able to do my "real" fast soon. if i dont limit my intake and follow it strictly i will just make myself vomit so that is why i sound crazy about the calories. i just know myself and that is the only way i can control it at this time...

so anyone who is reading this do not get confused. if you follow a raw food diet you should not limit the food intake by calories but by the types of fruits and veggies and nuts you eat and do so according to weight and hunger. usually on a diet such as that you just have to limit the amount of nuts/seeds/ and certain types of fruit. i have issues, obviously lol, and i know myself enough to know what i can and can't do.

other than that nothing new is really going on. wish i had more to write but i dont...will probably post again later tonight

ashley


 

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