Date:   4/20/2004 11:59:45 PM ( 20 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=98426

You said

"This child is better off not having been born than go through something similiar to the life you had. Why would you want to put anyone through that"
"It must have taken a great deal of logic and determination to find out what you did find out. It is better for you that you did because hidden secrets warp our lives in ways we don't know"

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The word here that comes to mind is cancer. It was a dis-eased situation. I realize my child is better off. And I forgive myself for it. I would have been so jealous of the all kindness and attention my child had gained that I would have been a monster. Truly. I did fight tooth and nail for the knowledge I have gained. But it is a hollow victory when you don't have your CHILD there to share it with you. This is not about my parenting but about me mourning for the potential of life. A life given by God because God is life of all things. That is why the father of the child doesn't matter. He is a sperm donor for all the intimacy we shared. The thing about secrets your constantly apologizing for your secret being a secret.

Thank you for your post.

BTW (by the way) I wonder, whoever developed abortions? And why would she ever listen to him? Where did that secret come from?

Now there's a soapbox worth discussing.


 

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