Re: Up and down, and up and down!!! by bella12984 ..... Anorexia & Bulimia Forum
Date: 9/18/2007 7:08:04 PM ( 17 y ago)
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well it's good to know you dont have a computer that explains a lot =) at least you get out of the house a lot. i kind of wish i had to leave the house more often because i usually only have been getting out for work. i've been going out more with them so it's getting better. i'm still at home alone a lot which is a problem but getting better.
i love cats!! when i plan on getting my own apartment again that will be one of the first things i get. i have a chihuahua, bella, who is my life but i had to take her to my parents house till i get my living situation under control. i miss her so much and haven't been the same since i left her... prince sasha that is a great name i just love it =)
i am sorry to hear about this last week you sounded so happy before. i'm sure you will bounce back. you sound like your getting out more and more and i'm proud of you. isnt' it crazy how our own persecption (sp) of ourself keeps us from enjoying day to day activities the way we should. i'll look in the mirror and think god i'm am entirely too large i shouldn't go out, and then i dont. but, you did go over to your friends that is a huge step. and that is also very inspiring! yes we have our days but at least we are learning from them. well, at least i'm learning from you which is good =)
yeah for you going to the hospital next week !!!!! only people like us could appreciate something like that haha. i'm def. going to be sending you my best wishes. after all you've gone through and to realize that you need to do something such as this is a huge bonus for ya. you have to be strong and i know that you are going to want to fast and whatever else before leaving but just try and remember that you are going to try and heal. i agree with you that it is a big temptation to want to be "bad " one last time but i think that you will be able to overcome it.
i can't wait to hear your stories...it's like a soap opera but not
until next time...
oh i should tell you how my "fast" went but will wait i've wrote enough also =(
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