Date:   9/13/2007 4:46:33 PM ( 17 y ago)
Hits:   1,320
URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=963435

Sorry I got cut off!

...Ive been thinking and thinking, trying to understand how the puzzle of my existence got so mixed up. All I'm able to come up with (these days) is that Life's Bitch, I must have been sent here by mistake! But that doesnt make sense to me since I believe that everything happens for a specific reason...

Ive learned too that we are the creator of our current reality. If that is so then my imaginative powers Sucks!

I dont get the mechanism of self sabotage. If the ultimate nature of life is that every creation must b destroyed in order to b created again, does that allow me to press the red button and start again? It may b the end of me!

Ive been appointed as the Master of my own life but i fear I was ill prepared for what was to come.

The ED being a mere symptom of my misery, how can I deal with anymore fears, insecurities, doubts and aloneness?

Not easy to b human. In the next life I wish I could b a rock, solid and stable! Better still, I want to b an angel, weightless, free from the chains of the Ego, humble and bursting with unconditional love!
 

<< Return to the standard message view

fetched in 0.00 sec, referred by http://www.curezone.org/forums/fmp.asp?i=963435