Date:   9/13/2007 5:56:50 AM ( 17 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=963059

This is the first time I have ever heard anyone else deacribe all thr different forms of the 'creatures'! And this was theone thing making me doubt whether it was def Morgellons. I know that they are rampant in the bloodstream because I am ashamed to say I am a IV using drug addict (and incidentally when I got full fledged M, that preceded my slightly dysfunctional drug use turning into Very serious Drug Problem, and Dr Hildy staninger doing M research in California thinks it's likely connected) and I realised I definiely had an 'odd' physical issue when the cotton/filter in my spoon, which had a drop of my blood on it, trip[led in size in front of me in a manner of seconds. I say ashamed because I am still doing it despite knowing this. Nowadays it does not so much increase in size. the cotton looks clean at first and thewn tiny black bugs grow. When I rinsed my syringe today one of them jumped off rthe paper. They are also in my feces which I have not heard mentioned. I am scared but I do not know what to do.I am ashaMED for not doing what? sooner. I can't eat, sleep. They have grown thrugh my teeth and kn ioced 3 out . My M seems to always come in a pair. It is so hard to stop taking drugs with this hanging overe me and no one to taalk to about it.
 

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