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Re: strawberries or breakdown? by bella12984 ..... Anorexia & Bulimia Forum

Date:   8/30/2007 4:37:22 PM ( 17 y ago)
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at least you realize that a fast is not helpful to you right now and you need to get well first. your right that is an amazing thing to learn about yourself and congrats.

i'll tell you what though now i'm thinking about strawberries.....and i think i want some =)

well maybe i'll make some Strawberry icecream, well it's not really icecream but one can pretend right

do you ever work out or anything? i just got a little part time job at this very nice facility and i get a free membership...i'm worried that this is either a very good thing or a bad thing. when i do something i'm usually obsessed with it. like for example bulimia, i want everything or nothing, my job ( i want busiest times) and if i get this gym i'm afraid i'll become crazy and exersize too much. i exersize only three days a week now because my apartment complex has just a little gym and i do just a little bit of cardio, but this gym is huge and there are tons of people and it's like a social club and the last time i was a memeber to something like that i went over board. but, i'm going to try and refrain from that and just go a couple times a week. i know i'll get upset when i see all those women that are more physically fit than me then i'll feel inferior. it's so superficial, but it's just something that happens to me when in that situation and i hate it

write back whenever you have time (and everyone else too i would love to hear from you all )
 

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