Date:   8/24/2007 6:18:26 AM ( 17 y ago)
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When I was a child, I had flying dreams. I believe they were genuine out of body experiences and not some kind of "illusion." I was a young child and saw the tops of transformers and roof tops with the evaporative coolers. I saw objects that were thrown on the roof by children and I saw roof shingles out of place. I could not have known what the tops of telephone poles looked like as a five year old but here is another scientist saying that it was all an "illusion." I flew in those dreams, with my free-will, over my neighborhood and beyond. when I was older, I was involved in a terrible car crash. Today, there are those who say the NDE I experienced in that wreck was a chemical reaction of a dying brain but I know better. I died and where I went can never be explained away.

Scientists may attempt to say NDE's and OBE's are "illusions" but scientists can't explain away seeing things that were impossible to see from the vantage point of the person's body whose soul experienced leaving their body. In my NDE, I saw the lady who came to my aid get out of her car. I also saw, as I was traveling back to my body, a man pull up and get out of his truck, while my crushed dead body was lying in a cornfield out of sight from the road. Illusion is a funny word though. Illusions are real as long as we believe them. In my estimation this whole world is an illusion. My perception is that the soul is reality and the body is a projection. Scientists can attempt to explain away and deny the existence of angels, spirits, God and the soul but for me...after experiencing the other side...this world is the projection that is the illusion... manipulated by the creation of time away from the other side where love resides...this is where there is reality...the place where time ends...

Time itself is a projection of darkness and scientists who look at light and call it darkness may feed their ego or need to explain the universe around them but I believe there is a more simple explanation to our universe. We as individual souls and spirits have free-will. When we are in alignment with God who is love then we do not have to experience the darkness of death and dying. When our souls or spirits rebel against the light of perfect love then we turn our face away from love and fall from the side of God(by any other name=love)into whatever form we choose to express ourselves in the physical projection of time.

God who is love would have all of love's children stay by love's side in one body called love but we leave love's side to find out for ourselves that love is a better answer to our desires. We fall into the absence of love when we face away from love but through it all, though love let's us go. Like a loving parent, we have access to love even if we can not see it. We may go through our lives denying our father and mother's love but that doesn't make the existence of our father and mother go away... except in projections of illusions that we believe. We can continue life after life to deny love but I hope I have made my choice and quit facing away from love. My NDE convinced me that love is my soul's father and mother and soon I will return again to love's side. I am still in rebellion as my soul still has a few lessons to learn so here I am but I hope that I will put an end to my wyrm falling into a burning batch of chemicals...over and over again.. with all of my fallen friends...here in the underworld...where death is our master.

I am caught between two worlds...on the one hand there are scientists saying my near death experience was an illusion but there on the other hand is where angels sing and the heavenly orchestra plays...where the streets are made of gold...where love is so strong...the absence of it can not stay...so I fell... and here I am again this morning... here in the scientist's world where love is explained away as an illusion...

I can deny my father and mother are love but my true father and my true mother will never deny me. I can continue facing away from love but there is a point where time ends...where all the denied parts of God who is love will give up their burning in physical bodies... I long for the day when I have the courage to quit allowing my wyrm to continue falling and look into the face of God who is love...thereby becoming forever a part of the greatest love story ever told...


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