Date:   7/26/2007 7:51:49 AM ( 18 y ago)
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I do not know how I would have died. I am going to
assume heart attack. I remember telling the beings
(angels?) with me that my family would be really
distressed to find me.

Writing about this last night, I woke up this morning,
sad, remembering my best friend, a Japanese woman,
named Naoko. Our husbands were friends and that is
how I met her. We shared the same birthday. When they
moved to California they wanted us to come with them
and we did not want to leave the middle of Missouri for
any reason. Years later, weary of the city life, they
made the decision to come back. They flew back one
December to share they would come in February. We were
all ecstatic and it felt that a piece of my soul was
returning to me. Then on the evening of February 8,
we received a phone call, Naoko had been in an accident,
hit by a hit and run in her car, and killed. I was
devastated. I wept like a baby. Then, I was going to
sleep and her voice came to me as if she were in the
room with me. Do not cry, she said. I am fine. I tried
to get back into my body but I could not. She, in fact,
had been decapitated in the accident. We did not get
to say goodbye, I sobbed. Yes, she said, think back to
where you were when I passed. Then it was, when I remembered.
I had been driving down the street and my intuition began
to pressure me to stop at a store where I like to buy my
incense. I argued with myself, I do not have time to do
this. No, stop. I did, and went in and bought an incense
I have never bought before. It was called "Angel Dreams".
She told me, you especially I wanted to say goodbye to.
She told me some messages for her daughter and her husband
and then with a little tinkling sound, she was gone. I
went and held the package of incense and it did soothe
my soul.

Later, in a dream, she came to me. She was pregnant~!
She was huge. I am going to be born again, she said. We
sat at my kitchen table in the dream and said our good
byes. This part was a dream so I confess I do not know
but that my mind translated the experience the way I did,
although I do know I have never seen or heard from her
again.

I do know from experience that your brain will shut down
once you have reached your pain threshold. It happens
very quickly and I have found that comforting, even when
thinking about others who have endured deaths I feel
would be horrible. It is comforting to know that "they"
have most likely popped out of their skin. Most of us
leave our body every night and journey the etheric,
connected by a *silver cord*. We do not have a good language
and do not speak about those aspects of the human experience
much, but I am going to assume, just as babies know how to
be born, all of us know how to die. I used to worry about
who would meet me after death too but now, I know loved
ones truly are waiting at the end of the road~!

Where I went, which after our *swim in the stars* we were
there, it did not look like Earth to me. Enjoy the greens
and blues here as I specifically did not see those colors.
I saw gold. Of course, this could have been the way my mind
interpreted my experience. The atmosphere was very thick
to me, almost like there was surface pressure moving through
it, so not thick like fog, but something else. I have read
experiences of others who believed in hell and did suffer.
Watch the movie with Robin Williams, What Dreams May Come.
Perhaps you will see better how our own mindset contributes.
If it does...ggg.

Definitely though, release fear of it, or, if it is easier,
*embrace* life. Certainly, you came into this reality to
live and it seems so counterproductive to worry about dying~!

One last thought...it seems others who have died and come
back also describe the streets of gold, and the other day
I was listening to the radio and a song, "Love is in the Air",
came on, and immediately, my mind flashed back to the experience
of feeling so immersed in love, and I wondered if the songwriter
had been somewhere like I had, although, I felt it was really
more my own inner connection. Still, it made me smile to remember
being where, since for me, love WAS in the air. Love is vibratory
and so, I did learn during that experience that Love IS the
universal language. I wish more humans would practice it~!

Many blessings,
Zoe

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