Date:   7/21/2007 3:57:01 PM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=923641

Hey wuts. I'm a 22 yr old male, and the ONE relationship I've ever been messed me up pretty good too, I think. Since then I've had lots of FINE chicks call me up, but for some reason I never pick up my phone. I do feel lonely, but for whatever reason, I guess I subconsciously prefer to be this way? 2 days ago a beautiful girl, called me up and guess what I did.. I didn't pick up..I wonder if its the subconscious fear of being rejected or me just being a pussy, fearing I won't be able to keep a conversation with a gorgeous girl. Dude like seriously, she's boner type eye candy. Ugh I'm thinking of giving her a call today. I feel like I'm suffocating. I think our problems are a little different, but our feeling of being stuck in such a clueless situation is sorta similiar ? I also fear that if I get with a girl, I'll try too hard, and lots of girls nowadays probably feel since guys can pimp it out, why can't the girls ? I think we have to learn to breathe and relax . And not take things so seriously.. But everything is easier said than done. All I can do now is walk with my head up right, back straight, face forward and live. I've noticed about myself, that when I first meet a girl, its whatever, "hi, blah blah blah" a lot of "ha ha ha." Then soon the phone rings. Once they call me up, I'm like wtf? And the law of attraction kicks in. I start feeling wierd, nervous, and then..."POOPIE" eventually time runs out and they're onto the next dude smart enough to pick up the phone. Or just chill enough to not get nervous..maybe my problem is, my mindset tells me "if I'm on the phone with this chick, then maybe she wants something more than just friendship? And then what might happen is I tell myself "NO! Just keep it cool with her, relax!" so I never really make a move. Law of attraction. How do I use it to my advantage ? Aaaaaaah! Its a big circle of douche bagginess.
 

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