Date:   6/20/2007 9:45:15 AM ( 17 y ago)
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Wow... wasnt able to check my post last night but did first thing this morning at work. I am sitting here in my cube with tears a flowing. Very touched by the responses. Also really scared about taking the next step. AA is something that I know that I have needed for the past couple of years but have always found a way to rationalize my way out.

The comment from Richard,: "Toxnomore… there is one thing I know without a doubt, and that is if something doesn’t change in your life, you keep drinking like you are, in a year or two from now, you will call what is going on in your life right now “The Good Old Days” Things will get worse." really struck home. I know that if I blow this off my life will get worse. I also know that if I follow through that things will eventually get better. When I think of things getting better and as I become more successful with work that I will want to celebrate. I cant picture being able to celebrate with an orange juice. The permanence of not drinking really is not appealing. I guess thats what you would call addiction.

So how do I throw away 20 years of habit, friends and identity without ever returning? I have a colleague at work that is an alcoholic. Should I approach him? Part of my fear is having people find out at work and at home. Do you have to call an AA office or just show up?

Thanks again for the support and the advice. I am going to re-read and let it soak in some more...





 

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