Date:   5/29/2007 9:05:25 PM ( 17 y ago)
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Hi I came back to reply and saw that you had modified some of your original post. I must say I have never heard you speak of much of that post, though I suppose I have always felt it when reading your posts.

I can say that numbness and pain and witholding love out of spite or any other form of judgment is the learning process that both you and I have gone through. So do not let it be in vain. Realize that when we withold Love it is witheld and even taken away from us. This is how we learn we learn by playing whether we play well or make errors, not by watching others play or somehow absorbing all we need by watching others.

Though I joked about being enlightened, I would not have to say so if I were fully, as the contentment and peace would be fully apparent. When enlightened we are free from all ignorance and fear and pain. I can still look at self and see attachments to emotion or mind or body which is why I take notice to step away from my past behavior, emotion mind etc.. and not identify with it. This is good to notice it becaue most do not realize that they ARE the emotion, The PAIN, the MIND, the BODY. This is how I was taught, this is how I was, this is the emotion that arise....yet it is not me, I am not that emotion, mind or body, this emotion, mind, body is not mine. Then I can be who I am, an observer of self and I can let go of the identity that I previously used to contain or wrap myself in.

The only thing that separates us from god is the illusions that we have been taught and that we hang on to because of fear or identification. To see even more clearly we can remove any ignorance that we find along the way this is usually internalized pain that we associate and make into a belief. If I seek pain I find pain if I seek peace I find peace, If I seek God I find God.

What do we believe about self? Who Am I? why do I still have limits? what limitations do I impose on self? what new ways of associations do I need to replace the old painful associations I keep repeating? why do these things keep repeating and being magnified?

because they are the things I most fear to illuminate....and they are exactly what need to be illuminated to become enlightened and closer to God. So allow these scars to be raised and illumninated this is the practice. Take this day to change them after detaching from them

Thank you for sharing much
I fully support and encourage self enquiry so that you may dissolve the scar tissue that has appeared in order to be healed.

Aye.


 

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