Date:   5/7/2007 10:38:20 AM ( 17 y ago)
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thank you for your quick response. See, im ok way the PCOS ! its the symptoms that i dislike !
i became the most shy, reserve with low self-esteem in the world. i cant do anything ...
i wont go the beach, pool where certain clothes ... now im embaressed about my big hands my muscles .. my body type ... i dont know what to do to overcome my feelings. i keep comparing myself with others and it make me feel bad, less desirable.... i have convince myself that i was born in the wrong body or .. im a female trap in a man's body !!!

the sympotms i just CANT live with are :

In my case, i felt my symptoms were :

* Facial hair growth (chin & upper and under lips)
* Body hair growth ( coarse hair on complete legs, stomach, breast, face)
* Male pattern hair growth (lower back, stomach, outside bikini line, butt)
* Missed periods (9 to 10 times a year - some up to 15-20 days !!!!
** Body shape changes (small hipps almost none ... wider upper body, smaller legs,i have reverse triangle type of body)
* Increased muscle mass (big hands & feets, wide upper legs & upper arms with no exercices)
* acne
* visible veins on hands, feets and legs !

id like to go though the same feminization therapy that male transgender does to become female.
so the muscles, hair and skin changes with time ....

see i feel i dont have enough female hormones ! but the Doc said its ok !
i said i have too much male hormones ... she still said its ok !

if everthing is ok ... how come i look like a freakin MAN !

 

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