Date:   2/14/2007 7:34:42 PM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=837175

Sorry, I just had to type this.

Yesterday was a really good day, and usually the day afterwards isn't so good, I guess because I'm setting my hopes too high on feeling better and better as each day progresses. So I was kinda expecting to feel mediocre today.

But WOW!!!!!! Today was AMAZING!!! And by amazing, I don't mean by the activities I did or where I went, etc., I just felt really, really good. Better than I have in a long time! I laid down and took a quick nap, and I have never slept better in my life, and I mean it! It felt like my body was melting into the bed.. I had a subtle smile on my face, and the way the fleece blankets and soft pillow case felt against my freshly-shaven skin felt AMAZING. Like a drug.

Then I woke up and I still felt so great.. I did get my adrenaline flowing abit in a slight debate with my parents, and I felt bad for about an hour.. but it slowly went away.

I'm just so happy!!! I love it when I hit new levels.. everything felt so clear and precise. Nothing was blurry or dream-like.. and my brain felt really clear and focused. I could actually talk thoroughly and be funny and hyper.. which I need to tone down, because I usually feel exhausted afterwards. I just can't help it sometimes though! When you feel good, you want to let the world know, so I dance around and scream and laugh manically... so I'll tone that down from now on so I won't get my adrenal glands to pumping. Hehe!

How is everyone doing with their state? =)


 

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