Date:   11/22/2006 2:44:23 AM ( 19 y ago)
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hi everyone,
to the man who wrote me i thank you for sharing with me i hope to hear more...good luck and if you really love her....get you a really big bottle of xanex and take one daily so that you don't yell at her or get mad..also bit your toung when you want to say something.....and just keep telling her you love her and that she means the world to her and you need her and that it doesn't matte what she does to you cheat lie steal say bad things hurt you physically that you will always love her adn she can't take that from you...she can't make you stop loving her...if she is like my wife she is testing you right now and intenionally hurting you with words and causing problems it's just a test...but remember one thing through all of this..


IT'S NOT HER IT'S THE I.U.D DOING THIS TO HER AND MAKING HER ACT IN A WAY SHE WOULDN'T NORMALLY...IT'S NOT HER IT'S THE I.U.D DOING THIS TO HER AND MAKING HER ACT IN A WAY SHE WOULDN'T NORMALLY....MAKE SURE YOU KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT OVER ADN OVER AND OVER AGAIN.... it's going to take time but just as mine will your will return to you a better and great person.

well things are getting worse now....she told me she was going to get it removed and she has yet to make an appointment....she is showing me in such small ways that the women i fell in love with is still in there but it is only for a breif moment. she is tearing me to hell and back, i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to hang in there...she is hurting me so bad now with words and actions...i now have 7 different devorce papers at the house and none of which are signed....she tells me when she gets the money she will file them...money to file them..two days ago i took her to a dealership to get a car ( i didn't think she could get it but she did ) car cost 23,000.00... 509.00 payment and i'm wondering what the heck is going on you don't have money to file papers ( 80.00 ) but you can get a CAR!!!!!!!! she is now so far in debt and wants to move out and go rent all the crap for a home that we have together stove, frig, micro, etc...her bose told her she could live for free for 3 months at one of his rental homes and today she tells me he might fire her...what the hell is going on...i started a new job today adn she came up there with the kids so i could see them since i got home after they went to bed.....she wouldn't even hug me...after she got the car we met at a mcdonalds about a mile away to feed the kids....after wards kids were in car keeping warm and me and her stood outside adn smoked a cigerate after she was going to look at the home she might be moving into, well i said comehere and give me a hug i'm proud of you and told her she deserves it and she gave me a hug and we held each other and she was warming her hands up on my back and said ok i have to go...( as i stated before i can kiss her but she won't kiss me back ) after the hug i kissed her once on the lips no movement of hers adn then i kissed her again still no movement of hers and the third time (i always kiss her 3 times)i didn't get a chance to kiss her she kissed me...this made my heart start pounding i was so happy....later in the night i opened my mouth and asked her why she kissed me she said sorry won't happen again....what is going on.....we were in a car wreck about 7 months ago and i was ejected through the roof at 60 mph and thrown 50 and landed on my face, out of a jeep wrangler....i'm wondering if i'm just pretending all of this and i have really been in a coma the past 7 months or even dead, and i'm now in hell experecning what hell really feels like....it is very scarry...i fell like i have something wrong with me and she is fine...i'm going nuts...i ask her if there is any chance of us staying married, if there is anything i can do to fix this and she tells me no but when i tell her that if i give in and give her whats she wants and i don't try and i don't fight that she will never look at me the same...she will blame me for not holding on and fighting for her love and i can't live with that thought....she has nothing to say she just looks at me with the eyes that everyman knows....I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR UNTIL I KNOW 150% THAT YOU ARE BEING REAL.....
 

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