Date:   11/20/2006 7:50:14 PM ( 19 y ago)
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Hey Robin,

That is such an interesting comment about not knowing someone is angry. It makes me wonder how much I have been able to keep anger subdued in my life, too! I don't think I realized that I was/am as angry as I was/am for most of my adult life. I was depressed for a long time -- I've heard people call Depression "anger turned inward." But then, I wonder how much I was just angry and called it Depression because that was an OK thing to call it. (?) I mean, my Depression never took a very sad cast, but I was certainly mad and irritable a lot of the time, and really fearful.

But I would have told you (or at least, it would have been important for the that you think...) that I was very easygoing, amenable, carefree, nonjudgmental, etc.! And I did believe that, to a viable degree. If that makes sense.

Anyway, in the past few years I have noticed how naturally my anger surfaces in even the smallest transactions or interactions. Scary, because I don't think it's a recent development, so I must have been oblivious to it for so long (though I am not sure others were, although a large part of that time I was drinking so much that you would have noticed drunk, and not much else!)

Anyway, I do hope that the Liver Flush, if I can ever get it right, will be a process that will bring more serenity. My friend I mentioned in the other post says that so much of the stuff he used to be angry about he realized were just stored toxins to a degree. (I would think such a statement was hogwash if I didn't respect him and his intellect a great deal!) I'm hoping a lot of these hostile responses I have are a combination of liver toxins and Amalgam effects and so forth and that all of this cleansing over time will take it away....

All that said, BOY WAS I PISSED TO NOT HAVE ANY STONES THIS PAST WEEKEND! GRRRR.....

We will have to keep each other posted! Take care,
Laura
anderson3424@yahoo.com


 

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