Date:   11/17/2006 7:39:24 PM ( 18 y ago)
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i have both intense feelings of lust and extreme anger and resentment that has plagued me for the last year or so.Repression of both of them and the lack of positive outlet has tormented me in the past,since then i have decided to allow myself to fully experiance and dwell on these thoughts when these intense emotions arise..but now i seem to enjoy these thoughts and dwelling on them more and more.
though i don't expect for these things to happen, i do however enjoy thinking about them and feeling these intense feelings as well as the thoughts the occompany them,though i would'nt act out on either of my feelings/thoughts on the subject- i am worried that with the repetition of these thoughts and intense feelings that in time i may condition myself to enjoy these feelings/thoughts evenmore and everytime similar feelings arise, i may automaticly entertain similar type thoughts..no matter what those feeling/thoughts maybe ;murderous thoughts,cheating on my partner,being a criminal when times are tough. i seem to enjoy and induldge in these kinds of tempting thoughts more and more..am i turning into a villan or is this normal?
i have had a rough and checkered past and only for the last few years have i been getting my life on the right track somewhat.
 

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