Date:   9/2/2006 1:12:43 PM ( 18 y ago)
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Life worth living?

Im 18 years old, living with my parents, which I hate and they hate me back. They did such a horrible job as parents, making me a social reject who cant even get a online friend in chat rooms and now they hate me for it. It all started when I was like 7 years old and my parents were working most of the time or were out somewhere, leaving me infront of the tv all day not giving a shit, while I was watching cartoons. I became addicted to cartoons and never played with the other kids outside.Kinda like the Cable Guy movie just that the Cable guy had a lot of self confidence when he grew up, I have none. So in school Im a total f**king loser with no friends. In all my school years I never had a reall friend, just the charity backstabing ones. Betwen the school recess(5 min breaks) I just leen up a wall and listen to the others retarded conversations. Of course being a teenager and having no friends automaticly makes you a freak. At least where Im from. So no one even dares to talk to the«Freak« because that could hurt their precious image. And I know that college is not gona make things better. Ill be still living with my parents, will have no friends, seeing that this f**king superficial society judges a person only by his aperance. Ill spend the best years of my life studying for some stupid boring office job(in our language the word job comes out from the word slavery) and live the rest of my life like the person that posted before me(#17975 ). I know that Ill never have a girl friend, cause the fear of being rejected is greater then the fear of dying. Im sick of being f**ked by the dayli rutine day by day. The only joy I have is playing video games, it the only way I can escape from reality. So I ask you my fellow outsiders. Is this life really worth living? Atleast some of you were married and had atleast something to live for or was worth living for. I dont see why doesnt #17975 shoot himslef. Just being honsest. I guess the only thing that keeps me going is the future, hoping for a mirracle.

P.S I would like to apologize for my spelling errors and thanks for the replies and be honest, dont Sugar coat it like the last reply(if I get some seing no one posted here for 18 days)

Signed:TheOutsider
 

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