Date:   4/26/2005 11:23:31 PM ( 20 y ago)
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Wow, you're doing great for 19 years old.

The one piece of the puzzle I see missing (or maybe you just didn't mention it) is your spiritual development. You need to find a teacher or group who can guide you in developing your inner being. Might be the religion you were born into or it might be some yogi from India or Zen Master from Japan. As your inner life unfolds, like a flower opening, you will achieve patience, contentment, gratitude, and compassion and realize that what is inside is so much vaster and more real than what is outside. You really need patience with yourself and with everyone else. All that seems wrong with yourself and the world is a subtle aspect of God's perfection and when you understand you will find a powerful inner peace.

There is plenty of time to move to the country and live closer to nature. I wouldn't plan on living only on wheat grass, strawberries are nice too.

Sungazing is great. I'm up to abour 31/2 minutes. I had to start over becasue we hardly saw the sun this winter. Increase it by no more than 10 seconds each day. You need to go very slowly to give your retina time to adjust gradually. They say that when you get up to 45 minutes you will never have to sungaze again. You will have a lifetimes supply of energy and never get hungry again. That is why I mention spiritual training, because chances are sungazing is going to open up areas of conciousness that may overwhelm you if you don't understand the nature of conciousness and it's relationship to the physical world.

Keep up your determination and you have a life in front of you that you cannot even imagine right now. But go slowly and have patience with yourslef and other people. Eat a lot of fresh pineapple and read a book by Hilton Hotema.

Regards
John





 

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