Date:   4/26/2005 10:32:36 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=720499

Ok, so basically im really passionate for wanting to be healthy and free of disease. Everyone around me knows it. Around here, Its easy for me to say I am quite the odd ball. I am grateful for being odd. Living in this urban city, I want to be one with nature. But the reality is, I was given this world; i didnt make it. I want to eat human food, but I look in the fridge and I see cheese, bread, soda, kool-aid, chips, and vegetables that have been sitting there for days. I was thinking about growing my own veggies or whatever, but now im just thinking about growing wheatgrass. I must say, I hate feeling hungry. Im not even sure if it is "hunger" since their is no pain from the small ulcers (the ones you mention in yoru booklet) in my stomach; I guess i could just call it cravings. once I start, my mouth turns into a black hole. There is no satisfying it. I am 19 years old, and have already done 3 liver flushes, had a colonic, have purchased my own enema and am practicing the art of giving my own; have been sun gazing whenever the sun is out. In about 2-3 weeks (took this long cuz new england weather sucks) I have been able to look at the sun for more then 2-3 mins, easily. Whats the most one should sun gaze? i also became vegetarian. Should I only grow wheatgrass, as this is the only real human food I would need. Any other things you could suggest I grow. Do you think its possible for me to live by natures laws even though I live in the city. Or was this privelage taken away as soon as i was born? Am i just another average human being doomed to their societys way of life? What can I do for myself? Once i figure this out, i will know what i can do for the people around me. My passion for healing is so much, that I get angry looking at people eat dead food. It eats at me everyday. I want to save the world! But it seems so hard just to save myself. Something inside me is hurting, (not physically) and I want it to stop.


 

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