Date:   11/23/2004 6:28:00 PM ( 20 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=711762

Dear Mike,
Thank you for your message, it really warmed my heart!!! I am going thru a lot at home and it helps to get kind and sincere thoughts and feelings.
While I was reading your message, I got those 'chills' that I usually get when souls(energy of souls) come close to my soul(my energy). I am careful how I define those things, because everybody has their own beliefs. So, I got those chills when I was reading how you sobbed in that room that was built by your Grandfather. That was a good experience for you, wasn't it? Healing? Self-discovery? Maybe much more. If you really want to go deep into it, just let your brain do the search...like ask yourself to think about it with your subconcious mind, it might lead to more and give you answers, healing, insight...all those things that we need sometimes. It is definetly connected with your Grandfather. If you were born after your Grandfather passed away, there is a good chance he reincarnated in your present body. That's only one explanation. But there are many. It is not that I am saying that we should spend our lifes looking for those kind of answers, but isn't it priceless when we realize that we are perpetual energy, we always existed and we are existing and we will always exist? It is very exciting to me to think that I have eternity to live, learn, make mistakes, love, suffer, help, be helped etc. And I call that optimism.
I do feel that inexplicable longing, too, I know exactly what you mean by that deep sadness...I know I will find out what it is, someday. It is not affecting my life at all, but I am very aware of this longing that seems to come from the past.
I had the ability to predict when two of my male friends had illegitimate children. First it was in 1995, when I came to this country, I told a friend out of the blue that a woman will soon have his child and I scared myself...but it turns out, I was right. I met him years later and he told me that the child was conceived right at that time when I thought he was(the mother only chose to hide it from him for a long time). The child is very well, but the relationship with the mother is very bad, hence my warning to him to be careful. The second time, I told a friend this year that he will be a father and he kept telling me I was amazing, but wouldn't admit that a child was on the way(he strongly dennied anything, but I kept telling him that a baby was on the way and I was just telling him how I 'feel' and I don't have anything to gain out of it, I was almost embarassed to keep telling him my 'crazy' feeling)...finally he 'broke' down and told me that he thought I was amazing because I knew something so private and secret. This second time, it was definetly a God sent information, the mother was almost homeless and my friend was thinking that he was being black-mailed and by me telling him those things, he decided to take full responsability of the pregnant woman, regardless. See, God works in misterious ways, but you have to be open and know that you might get hurt by disclosing what you'know', for example, I lost the friendship with my friend, because of the stress of this whole situation. I know he will come back after the child will be born...but at the time, it really hurt to loose him. That's life. So , I am telling you about those things because I understand that you are lucky to have a soul-mate connection with your friend from the internet and I know that God(notion of God is very different for everybody, some call it Universal Energy, some call it Higher Self...I have my own concept of God, that is very dynamic), so you got conected with a soul mate and you saved his life. Isn't that priceless? You look after each other and you know that somewhere somebody really loves you. A stranger? I don't think so...it's more than that, he is truly a soul-mate.
I feel the same about you, that your soul is sensitive, loving, compassionate and enlinghtened.
Thank you for sharing your experiences!!!
Love, Elena.
 

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