Date:   8/13/2006 9:50:20 PM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=670526

Thanks for the kind words of encouragement! I really need to hear that right now. It's been a tough two weeks and I have done some serious thinking about a lot of things . I guess when you have Pain you are forced to become more self aware of yourself and wether you like it or not it's a lesson to be learned and change is in order.
Should this work , you are right about the lovey dovey stuff that only lasts a while and then it's back to reality and I guess that's why I'm so sure that I want to make this work , I can get through the reality of it too but in better ways now. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I know that if we decide to part , that any other relationship will be exactly that....love,reality...maybe he hasn't thought of that! Maybe he won't stick around to find out...
I choose to not expect anything more than his return cause he did say that he would not have made a decision . I know he loves me but will that be enough for him to carry him through what has happened? I guess time will tell. I just feel like I'm placed in a box and that it's my turn to wait for a decision. I'm sure he has felt that way as well cause from the emotions that he has expressed to me , I can relate and have gone thru them myself when it all started to go grey...The resentment takes a lot of time to heal...That I know from experience.

Thanks for your post! I appreciate your help!

 

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