Date:   3/10/2005 7:46:14 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=668317

Hello #755,

Hey I accidently neglected to check some of my email in my excite and finally tonight went back to this site to read any missed messages.

And so I just read your messages. You're welcome to read my
other responses to messages. I wrote a pretty large response about the conclusion of my bad relationship to this man I loved (probably still love because when you really love someone it doesn't go away over night or even in a long period of time).

Like today I was still feeling what it was like to be near (close) to him and to hold him. He wasn't always or actually ever that good at holding me back. He didn't mind me snuggling up to him all I wanted but he didn't actually hold me the way I held him. And one day I'd like to find a very loving man who can wrap his wonderful arms around me and hold me the way I really love to be held - the way I dream of being held. And I deserve to be held in a good way.

And so I can relate very well with what you said in your last paragragh about the person you loved wasn't able to give, or share, love well that was pretty well my Kevin in a nutshell to. And Kevin isn't all bad but has his good aspects as well. But we deserve allot more then to stay with people who just didn't have the ability to love us back - even if it does make our world smaller. It opens us up to having the chance, and opportunity, to find that "right" and that "good" special someone to be in our lives. And we have that to look forward to but in the meantime we can still enjoy our lives and improve our lives to the best of our abilities.

And also there's got to be tons of people out there looking for love. I'm one of them and you sound like one of them also. Look at all the personal sites and so many people looking and wanting to be loved.

My hope for both me and you and allot of others is that we will be able to one day find that someone special to love and that can love us back (really love us) the way we deserve.

And I know that both me and you will be OK - we just need to take care of ourselves and be good to ourselves while we wait for our special someone if that is what is meant to be & hopefully it is.

I'm not saying we need to wait exactly or that we should be waiting.

There are so many joys in this life for us to experience.

And there are so many good friends we can experience life with also.


 

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