Date:   9/4/2004 12:11:58 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=666977

I am sorry I ever bothered with this forum. I think some of the people read only what they want to. You don't know me and I thank God for that. I DO LIVE FOR MY KIDS or I wouldn't be asking for advice, or did you not learn how to read correctly? No kidding, I made mistakes, thanks for pointing out the obvious. I will do what is best for my children and if you knew anything about anything you would know that taking care of yourself is the first step to providing them a safe and secure future. Why don't you read a little more carefully, you would see I am not selfish, if I was, then I wouldn't be in the situation I am today. I would have chosen to live for myself and noone else and I probably would've been much happier. In life you can't help who you end up caring for. But it is useless to explain that to people who are perfect and never make mistakes. I don't care to speak to anyone else on here about my situation. I believed that maybe someone out there (there was/is one wonderful lady, Gala thank you!) could help with some REAL and constructive advice. Someone that believes in people and knows that even the best of people can make mistakes, EVEN BIG MISTAKES. I have admitted to my friends my mistakes and to my own mother, who all still love me. NOBODY said hateful things to me and noone has turned their back on me. I am going to Al-Anon and going to therapy, I have found schooling and GOOD schooling for my two beautiful boys and I am on my way to getting my life back on track. SO save your negative thoughts and feelings for someone else, I won't have you making me feel like I am a bad mother or a bad person. I would cut my right arm off for someone. I am ashamed of what I did, but I was depressed. The person I fell in love with may have very well got sick of me someday too and messed around again, you may be very right, but I know what I did and I know how I felt about him, and still feel, and believe me, I would never have fooled around on him. I went to marriage counseling, I gave up friends and job opportunities for the sake of my marriage, it never paid off BECAUSE IT WASN'T RIGHT!!! If it isn't right, then things are going to happen, period. And, smart butt, if you know so much, maybe you would like to educate yourself a little more in regards to alcoholism, because my Dad was an alcoholic and it is a proven fact that people who are the children of alcoholics tend to either become alcoholics themselves or end up in similar marriages, IE!!!! Judge all you would like, but you know what, I am a stronger person then I was a week ago, and I don't need your advice or any other stranger's advice. I will make it just fine on my own. I love myself and my children. I say that in that order because you have to love yourself first. I know that I am human and that I made mistakes, and I will make many more before I meet my maker, but hopefully I will learn and grow through each one I make. I also know that no matter what happens in life my children will love me. I am a good Mom who would lay down her life for them. Now I will allow you to go on your merry way and give your seemingly useless advice to someone else who hopefully, dismiss you as well. Good Day! :0)
 

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