Date:   8/26/2004 2:27:49 PM ( 21 y ago)
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You seem to be spiritual, is that true? Because you talk of trusting intuition, which I am very intune with. I only have a handful of people I truly allow in my life, literally, because of what you said. I guess that is why I chose this way to talk. I don't like people really knowing my inner most feelings. I mean, they all know I am unhappy in my situation, but not too many realize how trapped I feel. I have almost always gone on first impressions and gut feelings of people. I don't warm up easily. It really just happens for me, if you are meant to be close with someone, whether it be friends or something else, I think, as you, that it is a natural feeling, that is just "right". I have two awesome friends, that are almost so perfect for me that they are like part of me. Like they love you for you, no matter what. They would guide you, and love you no matter what you choose to do in life, even if they are dead set against it. One of those friends never wanted me to hook up with my husband and she made that more than perfectly clear that she thought it was a grave mistake, I did anyhow and she knew where I would end up, it doesn't make her happy, but you know, when you do what you want in life, whether it be good, bad or indifferent you can never blame anyone but yourself for your failures or mistakes. So no matter what I do, even when I am asking advice, that is just what it is, advice, and I know to do what I feel in my heart and head. They have to agree. When they don't you end up unhappy, where I am now. Had I listened to myself, my soul, I would be happy, or happier anyhow. I don't know if perfection is possible, but I know that I should be happier than I am. I am very spiritual, I believe in all sorts of hidden signs and intuition and fate...all of that. I believe life tries to help you, if you are aware enough to see it. I believe that all things are possible and as long as you are open to opportunities they will happen, just like we were saying about positive and negative energies.
 

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