Date:   8/24/2004 10:35:38 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=666824

This is very very true and that is why I have chosen to step back and see if he finds his happiness, that believe me, he deserves. It would be mere selfishness to think otherwise. I love him so much, that I want nothing but the best for him. As a matter of fact I have a goal in mind, and it may sound silly, but my goal, is to become so successful that I can buy him his house back that he had built for him and his children. I would love to do that, anonymously. I just pray that I can accomplish what I want, but as you know it will be one tiny little baby step at a time. I start tomorrow, by getting my boys into daycare/preschool which I was always dead set against, I wanted to spend every waking moment with them, while they still want me. But I know now that until I am healthy (in my mind) they need to have their time, and while they do that I will go back to work full time, which will gain me, no money, but support emotionally and a sense of independance which I desperately need. I will continue my online business venture that I have started so I can afford to give them every opportunity I never had. I must say, I am at this point in my life that I would rather be without a man in my life, then ever settle again. I want what I want and I will never settle for less. Never ever again. Oh I could go on and on and on. Thanks for the ear.
 

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