Date:   9/19/2003 1:54:03 AM ( 22 y ago)
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I broke my fast today! Took my son to Taco Bell and ate a soft taco. I had to run to the bathroom within about 5 min though!
I am soo upset w/ myself! This was very important to me. I really wanted to prove to myself that I had the strength and will power to see this through which would set a precidence(SP?) for the rest of my life.
So after feeling sorry for myself and beating myself up I decided I would react differently this time, because all of the other times I had failed at something I attempted (usually a diet), I beat myself up and continued with the behavior that kept me unhealthy and overweight and made me feel bad about myself.......you know, the vicious cycle of it all.....
So I decided that yes, I blew it, but I have not failed..not YET anyways! I drank my tea tonight and am starting day one again tomorrow with an even stronger resolve this time!
I am going to have a plan in place for when I am tempted to cheat..maybe take the lemonade w/ me next time???? Or just say no??
Don't give up on me guys!
Oh a couple questions.....I started thinkin after the cheat about how You guys have said that you can get very sick from eating solids....that kind of worried me..just how sick???
also I need ideas of how to keep this from happening again...

 

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