Date:   6/27/2005 7:07:55 PM ( 19 y ago)
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I spent so much of my emotional capital here for years now because of all of the compasionate and caring souls that post here and then the mood changed after anunnaki/2Tuff started dominating a dozen and more forums with often helpful alternative healing advice and a serious dose of anger & fear mongering. Who wants a doctor who will shove your heart down your throat if you disagree with her? I have slowed to a crawl in many forums but I still post some in selective forums away from the predator. It is kind of embarassing to post in CureZone under the names I once posted regularly with. I don't want to be associated with a site that through their silence endorses hatred but I still do. It is too important for us to still post in the face risking embarassment because there is too much to lose. There are literally hundreds of thousands of sick and heartbroken people out there who find Curezone and need support. I hope you will consider at least posting in a few forums. I would miss you terribly.

The abusive posts in the AIDS forum is a disgrace. I fought anunnaki tooth and nail for months there and in other forums and then I came to realize that it was changing who I was inside. I was becoming as bad as him. I was angry about his anger. That is like throwing petro on a flame. I still post under more anonymous names like peacepatriot but not nearly as much as I once did. As a champion of peace, even fighting against hatemongering is really just playing into hate. It feeds into the same pit of fear that keeps the fire buring in annuaki. Now I just throw a few words around here and there to laugh at him and add a little comical relief when anunnak/2Tuff starts ranting. I no longer let it get to me. I even smile where once I was revolted and and embarassed for being associated with posters who openly hates whole races of people and huge populations of innocent human beings. I hope 2Tuff will read these messages from a large sample of posters and realize he has gone far over the top for a healing site and I hope he will either tame his rhetoric or just leave. If you can't be compassionate to sick folks then why come to a healing site at all?

Owen, I hope you will still post here from time to time. You are to me the very heart of why I spend so much time in CureZone. Please find a way to still contribute here if you can. I feel ashamed too but you are truly making difference and it would break my heart if you left for good. Thank you for your prayers and kind compassionate joy you have displayed for thousands of anonymous people you will never meet while you live but know that if you do not return, you will be missed.







 

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