Date:   11/20/2003 1:39:17 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Anthony! ha! Thanks...

It actually DID cross my mind that I may be the symbol/energy that represents Jupiter in the 9th house! Because, well, the 9th house is Sagittarius and Jupiter's natural house and I am a Sagittarius with my Moon AND Jupiter placed IN my 9th house! Verrry Jupiterarian. Maybe we made a 'contract' (very 7th house/one-on-one!!) between lives to meet on curezone!? I'm open to it. According to my chart almost everyone I meet has been planned - it's like I'm wrapping all the loose ends up. hmmmm....

So! Your mini wavespell starts on Monday, so I'll get you in the information before then.

You say you've been working on Relationships for several years and, of course you would be!! You've got a ton of Taurus planets (which is partially about Venus/Love/Relationships) AND you are Lunar - represented by 2. You and an 'other'. All about relationships and finding your Self within a relationship. Balancing dependency/independence. So that's good you've been working on it. These next two years is for you to really hone it, really 'get' it. That's what Saturn is there for.

When you say that people don't understand you is it because there is a part of yourself that you yourself don't understand? Your Moon is in Sagittarius in the 12th house - and the 12th house is a very dark-as-night and deep-well type place. Your Moon represents your Feelings/Emotions and what you need to feel safe and secure - it also represents your Mother (who you may feel wasn't a 'real' mother to you? rather independent? maybe religious? rather intense? powerful? hmmmm) It's really hard to explain a 12th house moon, but it must be hard for you to SEE your emotional self or/and even your mother, clearly. Do the women in your life often act like they don't understand your emotions? hmmm. With a 12th house moon people either sink in the dark well or they swim in this 'other' world...develop night 'eyes' - and there is much knowledge to gain from the 12th house. Luckily you have Pluto sitting on your Moon right now (giving you a ton of that energy!!!) - and he is there to transform this energy of yours. You may notice your relationship with your mother transforming and relationships with women too. Your emotions and secure, comfortable feeling inside yourself may transform too. This is good. AND powerful. When Pluto is in the 12th house of peoplel's charts, natally, they are almost always Reiki healers because that healing, regenerating, intense energy of Pluto is available to them through that 'other world'. Cool.

It's all happenin' Anthony!

You know - I have ALWAYS been partial to thinking that the 'voice' that I hear or the 'beings' that I meet in some of my most amazing and realer than reality dreams are either my Higher Self or part of me, somehow. This just seems 'logical' to my brain. BUT I just don't know anymore. I kind of cling to the idea that the the Voice and these Beings are my Higher (larger entity that contains ALL of me) Self - but sometimes it definitely feels like it's outside of me. I really have no idea. I think now I swing back and forth between thinking I have a Guide to thinking it's 'just' my Higher Self. Sometimes when I pray (my version!) I get the feeling that I should be thanking some Guides too....that it seems kind of egoistic to thank my Higher Self....ha! So, who knows! Some experiences have made me think I have separate Guides - but you never know!

(*I think I just said the same thing over and over again! So you see how flip-floppy I am and how confused! ha)

Okay, I'll get the wavespell to you within a couple of days.

love Tracey
 

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