Date:   11/18/2003 4:23:32 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Tracey Tracey Tracey!

Don't know where to start. Guess I'll start by letting you know I appreciate you much.

I am a Yellow Lunar Warrior A lot of this stuff is key stuff that I have picked up over the past couple of years through various means.

balancing feminine and masculine I recognize but how will that be reflected in my relationships for the next 2 years?

I do want more info on Yellow Warrior please. I guess I need to ask if you can explain how I use this info or direct me to a source that I can read about it. I have searched some on the web but have not found much explaining.

The challenge White World Bridger is definitely familiar the past two years or so. I have lost or had to surrender more possesions, whether mental or material I have not fought is as much but it does not feel velvet soft yet. Until recently I was giving up all my power to others. That is slowly improving.

Yes I feel the need to be in charge. Not for myself necessarily, but because i feel I will let others down because of how everyone looks at me and expects from me.
Very difficult to let go of things. I remember every transgression against me. Forgiving myself is helping.

I see that old patterns don't work anymore which i s why I began rebuilding myself 2 1/2 years ago. Yeah all this stuff is resonating deeply and I want to know more about how to understand. I look forward to the wavespell the next few days also.

My dreams since my original dream posts have mostly involved doors... knocking on them, peeping thru peephole, opening them by force or with keys. What is on the other side is always different from what i originally see.

Doors, keys and sight... In my mind I have been thinking about a song a lot that says "Use your heart and not your eyes, free your thoughts and watch them fly... real love comes to those who cry." This song used to come as a synchronicity when I was contemplating judging someone. I posted a Liver Flush today and remarked that when I swallowed the mixture tears spontaneously came out of my eyes with no apparent emotional provocation or response. This is rare for me because I can count on one hand the times I have ever cried. Even as a baby people remarked how I rarely cried. Makes me think of the liver/eye connection.

Ok. Talk later
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