Date:   11/17/2003 9:53:46 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Hi Tracey Welcome back!

Yes when I examine. It was the week of Oct 15-27 that I decided to continue in my career at least temporarily but I am also starting a second business that I have been getting signals to start. My eyes are a major point of my job because 50 percent of time I am in the field and 50 percent at home working on reports for my clients.

My career rethinking stems from a lack of motivation once all these personal problems started ocurring within my family. When I look back I feel that I was somehow to blind to see things I should have and when they occurred one after the other they were a big shock to me. My career choice was based on my family. When that started dissolving I lost motivation and acted from fear based programming that I felt I could not control. During this time every negative thought or spoken word or action came back to immediatley kick my butt.

That was the beginning of me rethinking about 2 yrs ago. I had nothing to drive me and combined with fear of the future I started making excuses to escape. Yet I perservered. Then a year ago I started getting those big signs showing me to change my career for reasons other than fear such as one that is more pleasing to me, one where I can help people more, So at the beginning of October I registered for a course to help me start my new business, I also went out of town to a seminar for my current career and received motivation and spiritual help from people which convinced me to continue my current field yet transition when I am comfortable. After the seminar I filled out my application for license renewal with the state and mailed it the week of 15th. I recieved my license and began operating again on October 29th.

Yes I figured the same thing with the weird energy thing so I started with reiki about two months ago. I do believe I can transform it. Just awaiting instructions how.

I have not had vivid recall with dreams the past week and Its hard for me to write in morning as I cannot see without my plastic eyes in. I had a dream the past week where I went from room to room in a school or dormitory setting as different women opened the doors a voice within said "no"
the last door I opened my ex wife was there holding a ring of keys which I took and had a realization that I was relieved that I now had the keys. The day after the dreamy my ex-wife began acting more positively towards me but my intuition is telling me not to trust her for some reason. And I don't know if thats fear again. ANy way the dream was several days after reading the key dreams which probably influenced me. I have had other dreams of people singing songs and reciting long lists of things to me that I feel i will remember forever yet I forgot them as I did not write them down.

Yes I'm interested in learning about the mini wavespell I will be travelling during that time and will have time to really concentrate on it. Yes you can email me. I'm doing the Liver Flush tonite after several days of clean diet and fasting and i'm actually late for my second epsom talk later.

Love you too.

A
 

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