Date:   11/12/2003 8:15:03 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Hi Tracey I was awaiting your answer and must have missed it this morning. I can't verify that I've started fires but i certainly feel like it sometimes. Edgar Cayce stayed in Selma Alabama not to far from where my Mother was born.

Yeah I need to figure out how to channel everything I don't do much of a job at it now.

Yes that German Doctor has me curious. I had never ever received a shock before in my life I usually had things easy. So when shock after shock came I was gasping for air.

I don't recall anything much happenin Oct 15-27 except making a decision not to change career. And returning to my business after taking September off. I also started having these astral type dreams around that time I had never had one before now I have had 5-6 since. Anyway I'm interested in understanding that what if I set no intentions during that time? am I lost until next year?

March 1999 my wife and I seperated and set the tone for second seperation in May 2001. I started feeling off healthwise in 2000 doctors could find nothing but I kept getting blood tests every month. I was depressed and finding it hard to get out of bed and just feeling overwhelmed when I should not have. April 2000 I started noticing tingling in my finger and thought it was the onyx ring or the wrist watch my wife gave me and them resized. not soon after that I started having eye problems and thought it was eyestrain from my computerwork. I did some eye exercises my left eye cleared up but my right one did not. I put off saying or doing anything about it even though my wife worked with an optometrist.

2001 sucked. May 2001 on my dads birthday my wife and i seperated and i know it hurt my dad a lot. I could not handle my responsibilities after that because my grandmother became ill and was on her deathbed probably 7-8 time final stage colon cancer that he had hid from us. we did not notice because of evrything else going on in our family. I took 4 months off work to dedicate to heal him. And took it hard when he passed. because i'm the one who should have seen the signs of his sickness but I was too preoccupied with my own problems. Between then everything that happend was crappy I mean everything there was a period in fall 2001 i did not want to leave my house. Everything I touched went to pot. Things have eased up lately but I'm still wary and looking in the sky for falling sinks.

The eye disease has slowed its progression and i have found a specialist last month who will help track it. The numbness has eased up but seems to be following a cyclical pattern. I fasted for 7 days on lemonade and the paralysis of my fingers and hands is back in mornings.

Hmm jan- Mar 2003 well we buried my Dad Jan 2 2003 and my mom is more dependent on me now. I was told by an intuitive that I have mother issues. but didn't dig deeper. I had a lot of weird experiences then because i was a zombie the electricity stuff did intensify then. I have not been able to heep clocks or watches since then because they break or go haywire from my wristwatch to car clock to computer clock. My computer started cutting on and off sometimes when I enter the room, I create interference with radios and my fax machine when i walk by. I've blown about 15 lightbulbs since then cutting on lights. My kids electronic toys cut on by themselves, my cars electric circuitry and computer has shorted out twice, transformer outside my apartment has blown 3 times etc... etc. etc. I'm not saying I caused all this just that I'm around it and it definitely says something. Oh yeah I cant wear rings on my fingers because they begin to tingle and I wake up and they are bent. This happened twice. So I'm starting to tingle know and dont know what it is. It is not good at all and I cannot control it. How would I channel it? I am very worried about my live because I hold all anger in and blow up about once every 3 years. I know thats bad but have tried all i know to channel it and release it.

Hope to learn more from you.

A
 

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