Date:   11/3/2003 11:15:49 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=601858

Gosh thanks for that Tracey

You have the right town and time. IN terms of me beiing at a stand still. This happens to me all the time. I just don't know what to do and I find myself sitting there saying this too myself- "What do I do now?"

In terms of my one to one relationships I feel they are under a lot of pressure. June especially saw me fighting with each family member. My mother wouldn't speak to me for months, my brother tries to rule me and tell me what to do- I don't know whether this is the authority figure. I feel like I am taken advantage of because I am ill. I mean like they can say to me what they like and I don't have a say in anything. I've lost my identity.

From what you say I do feel that pluto is stuck in the ego. I am so head strong and stubborn and being ill with liver problems makes me soo mad at times I can't speak. But I am also not one to shout or tell people my feelings. I hold it all in and then get soo anrgy at myself.

November the 2nd left me feeling like I was not going to make it through the day. I felt so awful. And old issues with my family came up again and are still playing on my mind. So, yes what you are saying makes sense.

Thanks so much for that.
nat


 

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