Date:   7/19/2005 1:55:06 AM ( 20 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=59920

Hi Liora Liah,

I just had to respond! (btw if you are the same LL as on the CC message board etc. etc. I hope you are enjoying your essence!)

The "honing"....makes a lot of sense for me. One thing that I noticed with my chemical sensitivities/fibromywhatever, is that I am oversensitive to *everything*! Interestingly, when I went to the doctor, she tested my reflexes and said that I exhibited "hyper reflexes", which I didn't know was possible, but when they bonk you on the knee with the little mallet it means that you respond way too fast. The body is in a total state of super alertness and sensitivity, with these types of diseases, she said.

In a spiritual/energetic context, it does seem that the body is undergoing multi-dimensional-ness but still in 3D. Everything is heightened, every sound, every smell, picking up on energy and others' emotions etc. It's like pulling your angelic self through your body with nothing but a rusty crochet hook - Painful for everyone involved but kinda neat.

I think we are integrating at breakneck speed, hence all the lovely pain. Another thing I've started to notice is that I have more and more trouble with linearity. I realized that sometimes when I am reading a book, I will skip ahead and read a sentence, then go back to the beginning of the paragraph, and then read a bit in the middle. It took me awhile to realize I was doing this because it just seemed such a natural way to read! When I caught myself doing it I was quite astounded.

One thing I do know after yelling at spirit for a year and a half is that I can neither speed up or slow down the process. I would call it a healing process but I keep getting told I'm not sick, just bringing in energies.

So it is right just to be still and quiet and not busy. I've also learned more about letting go and clearing - I'm getting ready to move for the second time in 6 months and boy am I getting rid of alot of stuff - AGAIN lol.

Every once in a while (daily, horly, every 5 minutes) I get really angry and upset that it has to be this hard. But I really do feel like my abilities and everything is expanding in this process....it just looks so different from everyone else's life it's hard to have anything to compare it to. I also have been told that people with autism are also bringing in lots of new dimensionality, just in a different way.

Anyway, enough of my ramble but thanks for posting that!

Blessings,

Alison
 

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