Date:   9/25/2003 3:18:04 PM ( 22 y ago)
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I will try and keep a long story short, but me and this girl have been writing to each other over the internet for about 6 years, and during that time it went through a stage where we were pretty much doing an internet relationship thing, talking on the phone, chatting, emailing close to daily.
Well that didn't last for too long for various reasons, mostly because maintaining a relationship and yearning for somebody who is miles away not knowing when for sure we would actually meet was emotially straining. So we went on, we went through more stages and just recently it fell apart, we both admitted we still had some strong feelings for each other, so due to the concern by my part that if she got another boyfriend while we were writing I would not be able to write anymore, it happened once before, and i didn't know if I could go through it again, a few days ago she made it straight that she was serious about getting involved, when the time was right for her, but I was thinking we would probably forget about each other if we didnt' write, and the only way to do it is if we maintained an online relationship while seeing other people, but before I could convey that she said she was gonna be the one to end it, but swore to me that she must see me someday.....
Now I have this plan, where I would save up a whole bunch of money(I will be starting a high paying job in south america soon)...and sneak into her life as a stranger, and slowly reveal who I was.......she said to me just a couple days ago that when we did meet we would most likely start as friends at the most, so why should we not start as strangers?
I know this is eccentric, I just need someone to tell me if this is as eccentric as I think it is......I would never tell anyone this plan but an anyonymous audience. I am a very loney person, I have went on my whole life alone, no love life, her being the closest to a love I have ever had, I am a lost soul.

 

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