Date:   9/4/2003 6:58:30 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=594734

Thank you to all of you for your comments. Last night I decided to break my not talking to her while she was on vacation and I called (moreso to hear her voice on her voicemail). To my suprise her phone rang before her voicemail picked up and I didn't want her to see that I had called but not left a message so I explained that I just needed to hear her voice in my message. We finally had the opportunity to talk today and she knew something was wrong. I kept saying nothing was wrong but she knew that was not the case. So rather than have her wonder what was bothering me until we say each other I decided to explain it all right then. I explained that we needed to talk but I needed her to agree to hear me out completely because it wasn't a cut and dry situation. I told her everything and we both cried to each other. Her was response was one of the most loving that you could ever immagine. She reassured me that she still loved me and I am not going to lose her. She blames me for getting myself in that situation. She was also very careful to not make me feel any worse than I already do. Im sure we have a lot of rebuilding to do but she was very clear that she does not trust me any less no does she love me any less. We discussed that I need to control my drinking and I informed her that I had already decided that I will not be drinking for a long time and in fact I went out to the bar last night with a friend leaving for the navy soon and I didn't have a drop of alcohol. Im sure it will take time for the wounds to heal but I am sure that we will persevere. Our love is to strong for us not to.
 

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