Date:   4/14/2006 5:47:49 AM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=590598

Hi, have joined this forum in the hope of getting some real help? The issue is that the quality of my life does not really seem to change, I tend to experience it as a nightmare. It's really difficult to survive, I do things I don't want to do, I know an awful lot about healing and I do healing for people and give guidance for them. But I am one of the ones whose lives do not seem to improve, no matter what. I am constantly having base chakra problems - one of the most evident is that I can never seem to find a home, never able to stay in one place for long, which I wouldn't mind if I had huge finances, not at all, but right this second I don't.

I seem to have 'bad karma', if you believe such a thing, and I was weary of how difficult my life is a very long time ago.

Would appreciate some REAL assistance/guidance here. Have asked on other forums and got some self-serving, not useful replies. Had session with someone who is recognised as a major healer on this planet - and right after came the closest to starvation I have been in this life. So I went back to doing something I don't really want to do, and I reckoned, this must be fate, finally I accept it, but it still doesn't work in any great way, and it's not exactly seemly, something respectable, and it's extraordinary that I survive doing it at all.

The latest crisis is that I finally found somewhere to live that is quiet - a major bug bear for years - and it's of good quality, and after being here a month there is a possession order on the property for next week. The landlord, who I felt bad about from the start and the residential company in between basically led me on - he has not paid his bills.

Any great healer out there who can suggest something effective? Thanks for listening and best wishes for all.


 

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