Date:   11/15/2004 5:48:47 PM ( 20 y ago)
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Judgement is a snare that sometimes sneaks up on me and drags me back into my pre-ego death days. I once thought that hating hatred was the last refuge of hatred but I am coming to understand that even "hating hatred" is judgemental. In "heaven" or whatever you call heaven, all is well, but here in my flesh I cling to a kind of frustration that others are just not getting how loving God is. It is a kind of left handed judgement that stops me from receiving the full measure of love I know God has for me and everyone. God has forgiven even my judgement but my judgements do affect my life as I live it in the illusion of time in the the here & now. I know that playing the judgement game is that old man trying to get back in but often I feel drawn into a fight I already know the outcome to. Yes, Love has won the day over-un Love but knowing it does not prevent me from feeling drawn back into that battle.
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Judgement is a snare sometimes sneaks up on me and drags me back into my pre-ego death days. I once thought that hating hatred was the last refuge of hatred but I am coming to understand that even "hating hatred" is judgemental. In "heaven" or whatever you call heaven, all is well, but here in my flesh I cling to a kind of frustration that others are just not getting how loving God is. It is a kind of left handed judgement that stops me from receiving the full measure of love I know God has for me and everyone. God has forgiven even my judgement but my judgements do affect my life as I live it in the illusion of time in the the here & now. I know that playing the judgement game is that old man trying to get back in but often I feel drawn into a fight I already know the outcome to. Yes, Love has won the day over-un Love but knowing it does not prevent me from feeling drawn back into that battle.
 

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