Date:   1/20/2006 12:50:41 AM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=536215

first off, im male 30yrs old and this is my first post about this issue but its caused alot of turmiol in my life lately.I find myself constantly obsessing about sex.If im not with someone , im always imagining the wildest weirdest fantasys with casual girls i see etc...When im in relationships,which hasnt been for awhilei do weird things like see whores and come back to have sex with them and get off on it or invite my friends to have sex with my girlfriend becuase it makes me get off harder etc.For the last year though ive been single and have ONLY seen over the last year whores and girls on drugs etc who dont mind the weird stuff too much anyway but sometimes i wish i could be more normal and not have all these perverted thoughts all the time....it makes me sad to think i cant really love anyone but only focus on the lust and perversion.....i tell myself im waiting to date anyone seriously until i move to Europe which will hopefully be soon as i have a problem with American female mentality especially after age 20 with the materialistic memememe attitude etc...i could elaborate more but im curious if anyone out there has dealt with similar problems and has been able to work it out better so you could function more on other aspects of your life? much thanks
J
 

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