Date:   2/3/2005 4:52:52 PM ( 20 y ago)
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Hi. I guess it has to do with your values and belief system. If you feel you are on this planet to enjoy whatever you see and want to taste of... then okay. Because your not gay or born gay so it is simply an urge. I think we all have them. I have even endulged my urge but it came more from being hurt by men one too many times.

So I dated a few women. The sex was not good with the first ones!
1. was gay and knew I was experimenting but did nothing to teach me. Our personalities didn't jel as she was really hyper and agressive.
2 & 3 we experimented once each and all I can say is YUK. One wasn't clean and the other had a huge hole. As soon as I got near either one I changed my mind. Blunt I know.

4. was my friend and we had great sex about 4 times. She was so pretty and sexy. Obviously we got along. She is still a friend though we live far apart.

5. Yes there was a five after 5 years of a marriage that failed I found myself in a class with an old friend from 20 years before. We were fast friends again and little did I know she was full blown gay. She called me up and asked if I wanted to go to a movie or something and that night we touched on the subject of being gay or curious. I fell in love with her and thought I was going to live my life in a gay relationship. The sex was good and the friendship good. But, I am also Christian and God speaks to me in dreams sometimes. I got some dreams that I knew He was telling me I was doing wrong. He didn't create me to be with women and I had to choose my path right then. I chose God and broke up with her.

Since then, I married again and our sex life is fabulous!!!! Better than anything I have ever experienced. Do I still lust after women? Not really. I can appreciate a good looking woman, but I don't want to sleep with her.

You just have to decide whether to go down that road and if it fits in your morals and values. For me it was worth the walk, but not worth staying in the long run.


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Hi. I guess it has to do with your values and belief system. If you feel you are on this planet to enjoy whatever you see and want to taste of... then okay. Because your not gay or born gay so it is simply an urge. I think we all have them. I have even endulged my urge but it came more from being hurt by men one too many times.

So I dated 3 couple women. The sex was not good with any!
1. was gay and knew I was experimenting but did nothing to teach me. Our personalities didn't jel as she was really hyper and agressive.
2 & 3 we experimented once each and all I can say is YUK. One wasn't clean and the other had a huge hole. As soon as I got near either one I changed my mind. Blunt I know.

4. was my friend and we had great sex about 4 times. She was so pretty and sexy. Obviously we got along. She is still a friend though we live far apart.

5. Yes there was a five after 5 years of a marriage that failed I found myself in a class with an old friend from 20 years before. We were fast friends again and little did I know she was full blown gay. She called me up and asked if I wanted to go to a movie or something and that night we touched on the subject of being gay or curious. I fell in love with her and thought I was going to live my life in a gay relationship. The sex was good and the friendship good. But, I am also Christian and God speaks to me in dreams sometimes. I got some dreams that I knew He was telling me I was doing wrong. He didn't create me to be with women and I had to choose my path right then. I chose God and broke up with her.

Since then, I married again and our sex life is fabulous!!!! Better than anything I have ever experienced. Do I still lust after women? Not really. I can appreciate a good looking woman, but I don't want to sleep with her.

You just have to decide whether to go down that road and if it fits in your morals and values. For me it was worth the walk, but not worth staying in the long run.

 

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