Date:   7/19/2004 8:32:34 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Hi Gehna!

I don't know how I missed this post of yours...luckily I see it now.

The 'Letting Go' energy is affecting everyone, Gehna...but some more than others'...it just depends on how much letting go one needs to do. This was the year for it...the more you let go in the next couple of weeks before July 26th, the better.

I remember when I was 29/30 during my Saturn Return (ick! one of the hardest times of my life! Actually everyone has a Saturn return at that time and for women, especially, it is a VERY challenging time)...this may resonate with you right now.

During my Saturn Return (I had no idea about astrology at this time) I had this revelation while I was in the bath...all of a sudden a vision came to me and it was me holding on to my past with a short, thick rope. I was holding on with both hands...soooo tightly. It was sickening. I was in a transition period from past to future from youth to maturity and I WOULD NOT let my past go. For some reason I thought that my past was IT and my future just looked awful, bleak, mediocre, adventureless, mundane (marriage and babies??? to me that was mundane)...so I kept holding on to the past (totally unconsciously).

Well, it was that day in the bath when I realized...my god, I am hanging on to my past with this short thick rope and it's ridiculous! Why am I doing that?? And I realized...I can make my future whatever I want it to be...and I got my imagination going (it was hard after 2 years of HELL where I felt like a crazy-woman) and started imagining what I WOULD reeeally like to do, feel, be etc. (it was actually the romantic idea of buying property in France that kept me going and pulled me out of the hole I was in...an ideal dream-idea). Anyway, as I imagined a good, positive future where I WAS adventurous, I wasn't mediocre, etc....I felt myself let go of the rope....ah!!!!

I let the rope out....it let out ALL the rope...felt it drift away...and I was free!!

That was my Letting Go experience. I wonder if you are feeling something like this?

As for the Blue Storm energy that starts up on July 26th - everyone in the world will be feeling it. Again, some more than others.

I see that within your Wavespell (this is something we'll get to when yours comes up - they only happen once every 9 months) you have Blue Storm as your 'Mystical Power' day! Nice....

So...when you ask the question, "How do I stand in the full Light of my Mystical Power" (Tone 7)...the answer is...by shedding Light on the Shadow of Blue Storm so that you can be powerfully amazing and allow yourself to transform as much and as deeply as you need to.

Wow.

There is a lot there. Maybe read the Blue Storm information again while thinking that it is through Blue Storm energy that you stand in the light of your Mystical Power...!

Also...it depends on the individual, again...some people spend small amounts of time in the shadow of an energy...while others spend alot of time in the shadow. Enlightenment is actually just bringing LIGHT into Darkness...into the Shadow...into the fear spots that we are afraid to look...or into our Unconscious Selves that we are, for some reason, afraid of.

So, who knows...you may work VERY quickly through the Shadow of Blue Storm (if you are feeling the shadow energy)...since you are having a strong Pluto (tranformation, again!) transit right now and for the next full year to two.

Don't you worry, Gehna! I love to answer your questions (as best I can, of course!)...

Maybe I'll be able to find some time this week to do your full mayan reading and upload it to my site.

Red Cosmic Serpent - pretty wild, Gehna...Tone 13 - Cosmic perfectly matches the energy that you were born on the 13 day too! (of april) neato... Of course 13 is all about Transformation too!

Man...you've probably had enough of that word, already!

The time is now...

love Tracey


 

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